Monday, March 19, 2007

Sitting in the solitude of my four walls at 2 am

Ever wondered why you look and feel suspicious in your own room? A jailhouse of miserable dilemmas. I sit here doing small things i never do normally and wonder if my life ends now do all these things count for me in the hereafter? I can't imagine why this question nags me constantly but conscious or not the appeal to be good to life as life has been good to you overpowers with unbearable paranoia. It pounds your senses to the point where the faculty to perform simple tasks becomes obsolete. It gnaws at something within, something that calls to the soul, something that you acquired freely with the guarantee of losing it The one chance that should your tasks be performed for the happiness of HIM, then your labour will NEVER go unnoticed

7 comments:

ZK said...

i had such a lovely reply for you but damn computer did its usual mad stuf... tld you it dnt like me :(
anyway jus said that you feel that way because its only when you alone in you rroom that you sit and wonder and reflect and wonder and wonder...get what i'm saying...o and also all the shit you got up to in the room hehehehe

safiyyamk said...

it is in this time when u are alone and thoughts pour out...

this morning i was wondering about the tidal waves, alignment, how big the universe is etc, it just made me think how beautiful Allah has made this world... everything is so perfectly groomed together...

but i dont like being alone- its not me- i dont like thinking... :)

r said...

Our thoughts can be our greatest enemies cos they'r th most honest. We can lie to everyone but not to ourselves. Guess those brutally honest thoughts are th ones that scare us so much.

r said...

oh btw.. i tagged you. LoL. now go see my blog and do the rest ;)

Anonymous said...

Hey :) That's a very nicely written piece for a very real room's staircase to a room in one's mind :)

I like the way you write :)

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Miss Mtb said...

Man's greatest enemy is his mind and loneliness! It's a lethal combination if left for too long. When alone, people tend to think and contemplate about things that they ordinarily would not. Although the mind is lethal, it's also ,man's greates companion. For where would we be if it wasn't for our thoughts. The trick is to just not think too much, den you will really be in trouble.